If new years solutions are supposed to be a way of starting over, with a new year, then shouldn’t we make them on our birthdays? Isn’t that when our new year starts?
Waiting for someone to call you is one of the most excruciating things. Especially when you know you’ve already messed something up… those first 15 minutes that they still haven’t called are absolutely brutal. And now its been 16. You cant call them seeing as you already harassed them last night about it… and maybe they haven’t called yet because they’re busy, something came up that’s preventing them from picking up their phone and pressing send. But then there’s the other possibility, that they just don’t want to call you, they just don’t want you. And how do you deal with that? Its certainly not easier than waiting for their call…
One last thought of the day: I am not creeped out by my unhealthy obsession with vampires. And no, I didn’t jump on that bandwagon when twilight came out (although I fucking LOVE everything twilight). I had a profile on a vampire forum way back in 2004. And even before that, I watched buffy the tv series religiously. I don’t care if its some weird sexual thing, along with my love of snakes. Who the fuck cares? Doesn’t everyone like sex anyway? Deal with it. I also am insanely fascinated by serial killers. Especially the really successful ones. Not so much the twisted ones that dressed up as clowns or whatever, but the ones who seemed really normal, like ted bundy. Those guys are fucking interesting. Don’t get me wrong, im not one of those twisted women that falls in love with fucked up guys on death row. I just find their psychology interesting. Sociopaths are just this weird exxageration of the darkest parts of humanity and I think that’s worth being interested in. I suppose vampires are just like serial killers of the fantasy world. Although im sure there are many people who would beg to differ, like all you freaks who think you ARE vampires. Get a life…. Or come and bite me and show me youre real. I wouldn’t mind being immortal.
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